What I am ashamed of

1. I managed to get the result of negative COVID-19 Test, which is required to get in the U.S. However, probably some of our members were not able to get that negative result, that’s why I really feel sorry for them. But at first, I did not care about them because I felt lucky or very relieved after hearing I am not positive to COVID. This is the worst aspect of myself. Even if I can fly to the U.S., some of them cannot, and how can I be happy about it? What if I were in their situation? How can I help them? These compassion, “思いやり” in Japanese, are the core value in the human-based society, where I have to live in, which I have to be a part of.
2. I am not going to use LINE as often as before, just in order to communicate with very-close relative, I use it. Probably 1 time in 3-4 days.
3. Demonstrate determination, resiliency, and tenacity. Do not let the setbacks be permanent excuses. Try.

Just I’ve got by the second attempt.